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Monday, April 16th, 2007
2:24 pm
I know its been forever
Its certainly been an interesting life so far.  Theres not really too much new going on with me.  I am working in Madison, living in Brooklyn again.  I am hopefully going to be moving soon, I'm not quite sure yet...but it may be as far as Arizona.  I need a change from all of this drama crap in Wisconsin.  Way too many memories to dwell on here.  I want a fresh start, in a new place where nobody knows me.  Its better that way.  Theres not really much for me here, so whats the point of being here.  UGHHH.  Oh well, Catch Y'All later


Current Mood: exhausted
Saturday, November 19th, 2005
4:01 pm

Hello Hello Hello.

 I have realized that whenever I make an entry that I never have anything new to talk about anymore.  I used to have a lot to say, because I was doing a lot of shit.  I was living from place to place, and I was hanging with friends alot.  Now all I seem to do is work...I work about 50+ hours a week now.  Well there is only 3 people that work here at the Shack.. Just me Jake and John.  Hopefully we'll get some new employees soon, because it would be nice to have a day off.  I havent had one of those in a week.  Dont get me wrong.. I like my job okay and everything..It just seems like that's all I do and that's all I am..It's going to totally consume me one of these days.  But hey, I'm making money out of it and everything so I am good. 

  I cannot believe that Christmas is like a month and a few days away.. I not even nearly ready for it yet.  It should be a fun Christmas here at Radio Shack.  I can only imagine what Hot Friday is going to bring... It's going to be a bloodbath... There's going to be disgruntled people all over the place... fighting over stuff... hitting eachother with purses.. Old ladies/men hitting people with canes...All I am here for is helping them in their purchases and taking their money... So whack away grandma/grandpa.. just please dont hit me..I'm the nice one... HA HA YEAH RIGHT!!!  Me nice... I dont highly think so....

  I went to see Harry Potter last night...You see I had never seen any of the Harry Potter movies until Thursday.. I watched the 3rd one first and then yesterday I watched the 2nd and 1st one... and then after I saw the 4th, I like the 3rd and 1st one better.  I dont think that the movie was that all wonderful.. I mean it was good, but it wasnt spectacular.  I think that I am going to start reading the books though.. I need to get back into reading again, but I also wanna compare the whole movie vs book thing.  Plus I hear that the books are way better than the movies.

  Monday I have off!!! So tomorrow night after I am done with work I am going back to my house in Brooklyn for the night.  Then Monday morning I am going shopping with Buddy and Brandon at West Towne I believe... West Towne Lane Bryant has soooooo much more stuff than East Towne.  But neither one of those stores can even compare to the one in Mall of America one..But yeah... it should be fun, but I dont think that I want to buy anything because I only have like 150 bucks or so...but then again I am getting 100 bucks from Adrian on Wednesday so I dunno.  We'll see how that goes...but for now I am going to go.  Have a great Day!!!!


Current Mood: okay
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
4:05 pm
Hello everybody
Today has been going alright I guess. It's been pretty busy today. I sold 3 cell phones today, I am sooooo happy! That means I get a nice amount of spiffs! YAY for me! I will be getting 2 more checks before Christmas, and 1 I will pay my money for the rent.. and then the rest I am buying gifts for people. This money left over from this check, I am so using all of it for buying myself some new clothes. I deserve new clothes, I havent really bought new clothes for damn near close to 4 years. Sure there have been items here and there, but I havent really bought a whole new wardrobe. It should prove interesting...I need to take one of my gay boys with me because they'll tell me the truth whether I wanna hear it or not. Anyways, I am so tired, and I need a nap. I went to the club last night, and Breanne came with me. I havent hung out with her in forever, and it was really fun...until I had to go home. I got up uber early because I had to be to work at 9 am.. and I am going to be here until 9 pm. It kinda sucks, but hey... it's money in my pocket! I guess that'll be all for right now. Also I want to send out a thank you to DJ Tim Walters/Matthews for playing Crazy Frog @ Club 5 last night. I really appreciate it!

Current Mood: sleepy
Sunday, November 6th, 2005
10:50 am
Hello Everybody

So what's going on with me.....

I have been working nearly 2 months here at the 'Shack.  It's going okay, I am liking the people that I work with.  Some days it can be a really big hassle with people, but for the most part everyone is pretty nice.  I havent had that many disgruntled people come to me, only a few.  Generally I get 40 hours a week...but lately I have been getting crammed with overtime, this past week I had 51 hours... 11 hours overtime.  Dont get me wrong... overtime=more money...that's not necessarily true, because they take a shitload out of my check...plus I dont get paid very much.... just minimum wage.  Other than the crap they give me for wages I am happy with it.  I am able to pay rent and cell phone, and until I cant do that anymore I will be content.  Other than work, living in Madison is nice.  Roommates are great, the kitties are great...and I finally have my bed!!!I am so happy about that.  I like being independent and out of my house...life is so much better, and I havent cut in nearly a year!  I am so proud of myself.  Club 5 has finally re-opened for underagers!  I went on Tuesday, and I was 100% sober, and it was really fun.  I got to see so many people that I havent seen in a month and a half.  I also got to see Buddy, Chris and Brandon....I havent seen any of them in a while, or hung out with them, so I was really psyched!  I am still smoking however, I really need to quit because it aint good for me.  I have also cut back on drinking as well, I was seriously becoming an alcoholic...but I realized that drinking wasnt going to solve anything...It's just a temporary solution to a problem....And I dont want stupid temporary solutions, I want to completely get rid of my problems.. and I think right now I am doing a great job!  So snaps for Missy!!!! Hee hee hee.  Anyways, I think that this'll do for now, I gotta get back to work!  Leave me a comment... or stop in and say hello!!!!

Current Mood: good
Monday, October 10th, 2005
9:32 am

Hello everyone!!!!!

  Well this past weekend was pretty entertaining.  I went to a WWG convention in Minneapolis, Minnesota.  I'm going to be starting my own little business thing in the near future, and the convention this past weekend really helped me make my decision about the whole thing.  I went with my friend Jake and his boyfriend Adrian there, and we stayed at the Holiday Inn Metrodome.  It was a pretty nice room, the beds were really comfy too.  I had a lot of fun, despite the minor arguments and such.  We left on Friday afternoon and we finally got back last night.  Friday night we went to a seminar, and then we went back to the hotel afterwards... I went by cab... the first time that I have ever ridden in a cab... it was 15 blocks from the hotel to the convention center place.. and I was wearing flip flops so I wasnt about to walk.  Then Saturday morning we went to another seminar and that lasted until 5 pm (it started at 9) and then we went to our up-line's hotel room and had pizza.  After pizza I went back to the hotel by cab again, and just laid down and relaxed.  I met so many people in those 2 days.  The people that were talking at the seminars were saying how they made it in the business and how they started off with nothing...like no license car nothing... and it really got to me, because I could completely relate to them.  With now knowing how they started and where they started from, I know that I could prosper and be very sucessful in this business.   Sunday morning we got up and started packing shit up because we had to check out at noon.  After we packed up and left the room, we went to go fix the car.  Some guy told my friend that I have a pretty face.  Anyways...the car got fixed and we went to the Mall of America... I spent a little bit of money... I bought a necklace for Jake... 2 keychains for Jake and Adrian... food for all 3 of us and Cold Stone ice cream for all 3 of us.  I didnt buy anything for myself really.  I hate spending money on myself.  But yeah... it was also my birthday!!!!!!!!  So yeah I am 20 now... YAY!!!!!!!!  So yeah that was this weekend... and now I am at work!!!!  Updates anticipated

Current Mood: good
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
8:44 am
I guess that I should update things about my life considering that I havent really done that in a while, then again I havent really had anything to say.  Or access to a computer anyways.  Well I had a brief moment of independence, I was living away from home.  I was with my friend Kip in an apartment on Dayton Street in Madison, the apartment was like 1.5 blocks from State Street.. And then I was there for nearly a month... and then we moved to Reedsburg for 3 weeks.  He got kicked out from there, and then I left short there after, and I moved back home again.  As of now though, I am in Madison again... and this time for good.  I dont plan on moving back home again anytime soon.  I am liking where I am living.  I am living with great people, they trust me and I trust them.  Also for those of you that didnt know, I have a job now!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am extremely happy about that, because now I have something to occupy my time.  This weekend I am going to Minnesota with friends for this convention thing, it's supposed to be really fun, and then to add to the fun-ness... Sunday is my birthday, so happy birthday to me!  But yeah... life is looking up for me nowadays, which is great.  I hope that you all are doing well.. leave a comment and let me know how your lives are going.

Current Mood: awake
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
1:26 pm
Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
10:56 am
It's about time for an Update
  What have I done in the past 2.5 weeks?  I dont really know, I have been doing alot of stuff.  I have been trying to find a job, and I guess that that search is going a little better, considering I just had an interview the other day.  I think that it went well, but we will see wht the outcome is.  I am very optimistic about the whole thing, which is a good thing.  I went to the club this past Tuesday, and it was pretty fun... I had like 6 Mountain Dews.. I was pretty wired for a while.  I had a really good time, but then I had to go home..which wasnt all that fun at all.  This weekend has been rather entertaining as well... I went to the Green Room on Thursday to do karaoke, and then when I was done with that, my friends Jake and Adrian picked me up.  I have been staying with them here in Madison since Thursday night.  Also it's Madison Pride weekend, and that's why I am here in Madison in the first place.  Yesterday's festivites were pretty good.  I was volunteering there, so I didnt really get to see much of anything until after I was done with that.  There was a lot of cool stuff there.  I reccomend that if anyone is in the Madison area, to stop in and look around and stuff... It's only 5 bucks to get in!!  I will be there today again to volunteer, hopefully today I wont get sunburned like I did yesterday.  Anyways, have a good day everyone!

Current Mood: burnt...
Monday, June 27th, 2005
4:13 pm
My weekend
    Hello hello hello everyone!!  How was everyone's weekend?  Did anyone go to Oregon's Summerfest?  I went to Rockford to stay with my friend Justin.  I went there with Cindy, we left Saturday morning, and we just got back about 12:15 this afternoon.  It was an interesting weekend to say the least.  We went through Loves Park and Machesney Park...on the way to and from Rockford.  We didnt really do a whole lot when we were there.  Just kinda hung out, walked around outside...ate pizza on Saturday night...that was the last food that I had.. I havent had anything to eat since then, except for 7 chips on Sunday night.. that was it for the food.  We played around on the computers and everything, of course we were going to do that.  On Sunday afternoon/evening, Justin's roomie Jeff found out that he is moving out.  He wasnt too happy with him, but hey, life goes on.  It was a fucking melting pot in that house though.. no air conditioning.. It was probably like 100 degrees in that house.  Oh well... I dont have an AC in my house either.. I wish I did.. but no.....  I also got a tan... on my right arm.. it's really sad because it's only on my right arm.. nowhere else.  It's kinda funny...Anyways...yeah we got home at 12:15 this afternoon, and the first thing that I did was take a shower.. I hadnt taken one all weekend... I was feeling rather gross... I felt better after the shower though.  After that Just and I left, because he had a little interview thingy at Family Dollar, and he got the job.. and then he also had to go to an interview at Gordmans in East Towne Mall...After that we came to Outreach.. which is where we are at this time.  After this we are going to another friends house, and then back to Cindy's before 8 pm to try and fix her computer.  That's the serious of events for the day, and then tomorrow is hanging with Jake and Justin for a little bit, and then Justin is going to work around 2:30 or something like that.. and then Jake and Adrian are going to be leaving at some point... Brittney might come over and do my hair and make-up, which would be totally awesome!!! And then I am going to Club 5. YAY...That's what's going on.. Have a great day!!!!

Current Mood: FEED ME
Monday, June 20th, 2005
5:11 pm
  Well we meet again...or at least through this.  How is everyone doing?  I may be moving to Madison soon!!! Holla!!!  I am so happy, I will no longer be living at home.  At least that  hope that I will be moving.  I really want to, I mean I need a little bit of freedom.  If it ends up not working I know that I will be able to move back home or even find another friend to move in with.  We went and looked at apartments today, that was an experience.  There were some in Sun Prairie and then some on the East side of Madison, right near East Wash.  That would be cool to live there because there's a bunch of jobs in that area.  We'll see how everything goes though.  If anyone has any advice that would help me, please feel free to post a comment...

Current Mood: hopeful
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
1:22 am
Saturday, June 18th, 2005
10:28 pm

 Today was fun.  I hung out with Justin and Cindy at my house for a bit.  Justin made lunch, and then Cindy decided to go home.Pretty much right after that, Justin and I began to get ready to go to Madison.  We left my place at about 12:15... We went to Outreach on Willy Street and looked at apartments online.  That was really fun.  After maybe 15 minutes or so, mine and Justin's friend Jake showed up, and we just stayed at OutReach and hung out.   At 3 we left again to go meet my friend Jamie Lee's boyfriend Patrick at Jamie's place, we hung out there until Jamie got home... and then we got ready to go bowling at Badger Bowl...more like Ghetto bowl... Anyways, we were there for maybe an hour, and we were already done with our one game of bowling.  After that wonderful experience, we (Patrick, Jamie, Justin and I) went to State Street!  We ate at Pizza De Roma's or something like that.  It was pretty good, but it was super greasy.  I had developed a migrane though.. that really sucked.  I saw Beth which was really awesome.. by the way sorry Beth about Jamie, he's a little crazy... We pretty much left after we ate, and we came back to Jamie's place... Jamie and Patrrick got ready to go to the club and Justin and I are here until we go and pick them up... That was my day... how was all of yours?

Current Mood: lonely
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
7:19 pm
Hello Everyone, How's it going?

    Well the past few days have been very event- filled.  Monday was kinda blah, and then I went over to Cindy's.  We talked for a bit, went on the computer.. listened to music..just hanging out as usual.  I ended up staying the night there, my friend Justin was supposed to show up, but he never did.  Oh well we were having fun, and that is all that matters.

  And clearly yesterday was Tuesday... Cindy and I woke up fairly early, and we watched Connor and went on the computer.  Called Justin, and he was going to be coming over...then I called up my new friend Jake (whom I met through the club) and he was hitching a ride with Justin.  So yay, both of them over here!  As the day went on, we all cleaned Justin's car... and then we went to Subway and ate lunch.  I saw Alisha Bartz there, I havent seen her since like I was in 7th grade.  I find that amazing.  After that we came back to Cindy's hung out for a bit... then Justin, Jake and I left to go to Madison to a Generation Q meeting.  That was alot of fun.  After that we went back to Jake's, watched Queer As Folk.  After that was over, I went to CLUB 5!!!!  That's when the real drama started.

  I was having a good time there, I danced a little while, and then I sat down and was conversating with people.  I was sitting at a table, and my friend Quinn out of nowehere starts screaming for me to come with her.  I kept on telling her, "Hold on"  but she was really freaking out.  So I went over by her to see what was up, and she was balling her eyes out.  Turns out her best friend (and my friend too) Kimmy, who is 4 1/2 months pregnant got knee-ed in the stomach incredibly hard... on purpose.  I rushed over to her, because she was really freaking out, so I started rubbing her back to calm her down.. it worked.  So then they took her to the emergency room to get checked out.  Justin and I followed... and we all got there safe and sound.. made sure she was okay... Then we had to go back to the club to get there car and drive Quinn and Kimmy back to Baraboo... 2 cars.. Jake's and Kimmy's.. got to Baraboo, I got in Jake's car... Kimmy got in hers.. and I left to go back to the club with Justin to get his car to go back to my house.  I got home at 5 am.... It's been a long couple days....


Current Mood: tired
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
3:28 am
Alot of stuff....

Well hello all...  I am still alive here.  There isnt really much that is new.  I am no longer going to Lakeside School of Massage Therapy.  I am no longer in a relationship...  The guy I was seeing I am no longer seeing... I found out that he was messing around with underage people.  Also a few days after that, he called and told me that he has a new gf already.  1 week later he calls and tells me that this girl is his fiance... and he invited me to their wedding....Oh well... if anyone wants to hang this summer, give me a ring.... 455-4102

Peace Out

Current Mood: awake
Friday, March 4th, 2005
7:03 pm
Not Much
Well.. I am updating again so it seems.  I have had access to a computer in the past couple days, so I am doing good... Anyways....I just want to know what is going on with everyone else in the world...If anyone would like to hang out when they are off from school that would be really awesome.  I am going to be completely free.  If anyone is interested in going to Club 5 on this Tuesday, give me a call... 455-4102...

Current Mood: sleepy
Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
8:49 pm
A post
Hello Everybody...
  It has certainly been a while since my last post.  I dont have a computer anymore, so it is kinda hard to get to the site sometimes.  I am no longer going to school.  Problems within my family have risen, and I made the hard decision to take a year off.  I am going to take a vacation with my friend Justin in July... We are going to be gone for a month..YAY!!!!!!!  No watching the baby for a full month!!!  Dont get me wrong, I love the little twerp, but she drives me nuts sometimes.  And latest news... I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  He's a really great guy..  Well that is all for now.. Until a later time...

Current Mood: Alive I suppose
Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
1:37 am
Wow it has certainly been a while. I just went to the club tonight, and that was really fun, and I got to hang out with my awesome friends, which was even more fun. There isnt much new going on with me.. Except, I start school on October 2nd, and I found out that I am completely covered by financial aid.. So YAY!!!! My sister took the computer to Chicago, so yeah I wont be online much anymore. I am actually at a friends house in Middleton right now... Well if anymore wants to give me a call or anything, my number is 455-4102... Have a great day..........Whatever that may mean to you...
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
12:17 pm
It's gonna be a while
My sister is taking the computer to "get fixed" that's her lie to say that she's taking the computer and not bringing it back....Oh well... Um...I wont be updating for a while.. A few days if she is telling the truth, and maybe not again for a while.. unless i go to the library... Arrggghhh.. Anyways....If anyone wants to reach me.. I'll be at home... 455-4102... please call me!!!!  Well I better get off the damn thing so that she can take it...Take care everyone, and to everyone leaving, I will miss you all so much... Keep in Touch with me!!!
Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
11:37 pm
A more serious update, there will be a non serious one tonight as well.....
For a lack of anything better to do, I am going to update.  There really isnt much going on with me these days.  Family problems have increased in the past couple months, and they are pretty severe problems.. I dont really want to get into the details on here, but if you ask me on AIM I will probably let ya know what's going on.

   Things arent very well here with everyone, someone is always fighting with someone, and someone is always getting blamed for someone else.  It's beginning to be almost unbearable to even be in here, sometimes I wish that I could just run away from here, ya know.. just to be free, but then reality bites me back.  Reality bites me back and says, you dont have a job, you dont have any money, you dont have a license, and you dont have any other place to go or a car for that matter.  Then I am all the way back where I started from.  But where I am at now at this point of my life isnt really all that bad.  I mean I have successfully finished High School, I have experienced things that not very many can or will experience.  I made friends with a certain foreign exchange student from Italy.  I am going to be going to college at Lakeside School of Massage Therapy, in 1 week and 3 days, I am going to be getting my license... FINALLY.. I am not going to allow myself to fail yet again, for those of you that dont know, I have tried for my license twice and have failed.  After I get my license, I plan on finding a job and all that wonderful crap... because with the license comes the responsibility of a car and everything associated with that.  After Lakeside, I may go to Martin's College of Cosmetology, and then I want to get my piercing license.

  With the good things in my life come the bad things though.. We all know that this is inevitable in life to have bad moments, we cant avoid them, eventhough we try.  I have experienced death (losing my mother, grandfather(s), father, friend (one by suicide, one by my stupidity), and a teacher)  I have also experienced being used by someone.  It's not the best feeling in the world, I mean if I could just forget about it it would be fine and well and wonderful, but I cant.  Someone tell me how I can erase this from my memory, erase the pain and fury I have in my heart, because I dont know how, I just simply dont know how.  And that is pretty much how it is with everyone.  I mean we all ask for help ya know, and we ask all different kinds of people.. mainly our friends.  They are the best kinds of people to go to when you're having a problem, they can help you in ways that no other person can.  Sure we have all these psychiatrists, psychologists, psychotherapists and such, they have a degree in the field, so they are trained to deal with the everyday stuff that a teen ager goes through.  i dont believe a word of that.  I mean they are in their late 40's into 50's and they are trying to relate to a 13-18 year old.. come on.  Sure they were once young too and dealt with similar things, but that's when they were young, we are the ones that are young now, and things have changed quite a bit since they were young.  And then comes the but... they are helpful under some situations.  I cant really name any right now, because I havent really had good experiences with them. 

  Okay that was a little off the rails there, so moving on... I have also felt love and acceptance.  I have been fortunate enough, as of late to have little relationships.. even if it is friendship.  I just want to come out and say this now.. I am an asshole.  Or at least I can be at times.  Those of you may have experienced this first hand, and have pointed out to me that I am an asshole, and for that I thank you.  I didnt know the affect (good or bad) that I can have on people, and with the negative... I just want to stop, just get rid of everything negative in life and toss it out like garbage.  I cant forget what I have done, and I never plan on it, but I dont want it to just be sitting within myself and just keeping me down.  I dont want to forget it because I can go back and look at the thing(s) that I have done and remember all the things that I have caused, the people that I have hurt and the pain of everyone who I have hurt... And I dont want to feel like that.  I dont want to be me anymore in some aspects... Mainly the whole asshole aspect...

  Back to the whole good stuff though.. While going to school, and watching the baby and everything, I am going to continue on writing poetry and stories and stuff.. And instead of just keeping them to myself, I am going to try and publish them.. I already have a buyer or 2.. You know who ya are.. hee hee hee. And I am also going to auditions for musicals and such in the Madison area, and get my name in things. 

Well I think that's all I have for the serious update, the next update will be that little form thingy that everyone else has in their LJ.. have a great day everyone!

Current Mood: mellow
Thursday, August 12th, 2004
11:59 pm
These Days
 Well on Monday I did pretty much exactly as my last post said.  Nothing special or glamorous. 
  Tuesday I did not go to 6 Flags, because of the fact that it was canceled I guess.  So I got to sleep in for a little bit, which was nice.  And then when I woke up my sister and her boyfriend wanted to watch some movies, so I did that for a little bit.  I watched the movie Torque, and it wasnt really all that bad.. nice bikes in there.  And after that we watched Mystic River, and let me tell you, that movie was very interesting, and I recommend it highly.  Then I ate lunch, watched my soaps.. and
watched the baby... Then I got ready to go to the club, I wasnt wearing all black again this time, but I had my dark make-up, so YAY for that.  My aunt ordered pizza, I ate, and then I was on my way to the club.  Stopped at Stop N Go on Fish Hatch and found out that at Kelly's Market (Which is right next to Stop N Go) was arresting some guy that was trying to buy beer.  After stopping there, I went to the club and talked to people and sat around until the DJ and more people showed up.. And we (meaning Brandon, Summer and I) had a great conversation at the table.. We were talking about death and embalming people and how we'd like our funerals and caskets and such.  What a morbid topic, but it was fun for about 20 minutes, but then I had to stop because it was just bringing up memories about Mike Schreve and Cole and I really didnt want to be all upset and ruin peoples night, so we just stopped talking about that and we went and got some drinks.  Some more people showed up, and the place started filling up and we were dancing.. it gets amazingly hot in there, holy geez.  I was pulled aside by a friend and we were talking and stuff, and I might have a new relationship.. maybe, just maybe.. i dunno yet. Anyways, they left and then my ride was ready to go and then I went home and went to sleep.. RIGHT AWAY.
 Wednesday was pretty much a pointless and useless day,  My aunt woke me up at 6:45 am and I started watching the baby, and then I did all the normal stuff that I do when I watch the baby. And while watching my shows and being on the internet, there were calls one right after the other.. first one was from Monica asking for my
address so she could send me an invite to her partay.. and the other from Target.  They want me to come in for an interview on Friday!!! YAY.. I might get a job!!! Money money money money MONEY!!!! Hee hee.. And then back to the normal boring crap.  My aunt got home around 6 or 7 and then I didnt have to watch the baby anymore. WOO HOO.  I began to watch the Teen Choice Awards, but after Texas Chainsaw Massacre won best action/suspense and after stupid ass Usher beat out Evanescence I shut it off.  Then the baby, my aunt and I watched a movie and then I wrote some more in my new story and then went to bed.
  That brings us to today.  The same as usual, woke up and watched the baby.  I was actually feeling good today, and then Adam showed up.  He came over to tell me that he would never go out with me again, and then he said that he was seeing someone else, and that person is Kat.  Yeah that just sent me over the edge, I have never felt like cutting so bad in my entire life, (aside from Cole killing himself)anyone
else got something to say on that just leave a comment.  Because that's all I have to say on it.  Well I better be going to bed pretty damn soon here, because tomorrow I have an interview at Target at 10 am sharp.  And then when I get home, I get to watch the baby, and then tomorrow night I am going to watch the opening ceremonies for the olympics!!  Thats everything as far as I know it, everyone have a great night and a good day tomorrow!
Peace Out!

Current Mood: /angry.super confused/nothing
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